Life is still miserable.
My life is counting on two things now. One is the entry of phase 3 in Johor, another one is to get the new house key.
Music centres are still not allowed to operate until phase 3, so entering of phase 2 basically means nothing to me. The only benefit is that I could now go back to Kulai rightfully.
Mdm Lim asked for the list of students who have piano at home, so that she could persuade them to online classes. But most of my students are reluctant to the online classes, only 3 out of 18 changed their mind. Nonetheless, with the 2 new students from Musickaki, it does loosen up the string a little.
One of the new students is actually a former student, who had depression working in Singapore and went back to hometown out of a sudden. She was in a very unstable condition and tried to suicide (thankfully she did not success). I had the online lesson with her last night, she was still thin, but much more relaxed this time, I can see that from her relaxed hand shape and the tone colour of her playing. She is currently unemployed, I guess she is in her family business now.
The SPA is now at China, but the owner has to wait for the appointment date given by the high commissioner over there, and the owner has yet to get it. It is believed to be on the mid or end of October. Adding the traveling and all the procedures afterwards, the earliest date I could get the new house key would be in the end of this year or even beginning of next year. So it is really like what Darren has predicted -- I am on a bad luck until this year ends.
One day I was chatting with a uni friend who is currently working in Singapore. I let my guard down and told him my worries, and he started bombarding me with voice messages, persuading me to work and live in Singapore. One or two messages are fine for me, but he bombared for almost 2 pages. That makes me feel even more stressful, so from then on I stop talking to him.
Also, another uni friend told me that she could reach 10k salary in 2-year time, and is likely to get pay rise even more. But after she told me all that she stopped the topic, worrying that I might feel emo. Sorry? I mean, of course! Wtf, why are all people so annoying?
This is so exhausting. I can hardly breath now. Need someone to talk to.
